i miss my best friends, all of them, the ones who moved to europe, the ones who are so close but i havent seen in months, then ones who i would do anything for, and who blocked me on ever messenger they have. but i also wish for someone to talk to, who knows what im going through, the stresses and issues of university, or whos just there for me. but i also want to be loved, not in a romantic manner, just in the way that i know i have friends there for me, unconditional, cause yes i have my parents, but there is a difference between loving me cause im their daughter, and you loving me cause im your friend. i just want a little time where im with someone who just wants to see me for me, who i can tell anything, and who i can listen to, i miss it. what happened to friends comming first, to being there for eachother, why did life get in the way, cause we need eachother to be able to live our lives. every body needs somebody, but sometimes romance complicates it, i just want the unconditional love of a friend, a best friend, who knows what im thinking almost before i do, who ive had the same conversation with and can still have it again with a different result. i just want someone, someone who cares, laughs with me, loves me and who just sees me for who i am, who knows my hopes dreams fears and wishes
~Dia